Wednesday, January 21, 2009
♥ Epic Fail
I failed so bad, i'm like ashamed!!! Seriously ASHAMED!!!!!!!
I didnt start changing my life. but WOW is my life about to change.
I'm leaving this town i've lived in for the last twelve years. SCARY. I know. I think it's a change i need and i keep telling myself i'm ready for it, but whenever I think about leaving my friends and family I get really sad. I love them so much, and even tho i complain about them, They still mean everything to me. I can't imagine not being here to see my nieces and nephews grow, and watch them expirence life. I dont want to think about how many boyfriends my little sister will go thru while i'm gone, or if my parents are happier with me not home. I will miss my mom more then she will ever know. But at the same time, i have to grow up, and this one expirence has shown me that last fall i was in no way ready to leave home, i wouldnt of been able to succeed at college b/c i wasnt ready to leave the comfort of my friends and family. I still dont know if i'm readyt or not, but the only way to find out is leave and eithier succeed or fall on your face, but i'm going to live with my oldest bro so it's not as scary, b/c at least he is family. right. well i'll let everyone no how its going. bye
I didnt start changing my life. but WOW is my life about to change.
I'm leaving this town i've lived in for the last twelve years. SCARY. I know. I think it's a change i need and i keep telling myself i'm ready for it, but whenever I think about leaving my friends and family I get really sad. I love them so much, and even tho i complain about them, They still mean everything to me. I can't imagine not being here to see my nieces and nephews grow, and watch them expirence life. I dont want to think about how many boyfriends my little sister will go thru while i'm gone, or if my parents are happier with me not home. I will miss my mom more then she will ever know. But at the same time, i have to grow up, and this one expirence has shown me that last fall i was in no way ready to leave home, i wouldnt of been able to succeed at college b/c i wasnt ready to leave the comfort of my friends and family. I still dont know if i'm readyt or not, but the only way to find out is leave and eithier succeed or fall on your face, but i'm going to live with my oldest bro so it's not as scary, b/c at least he is family. right. well i'll let everyone no how its going. bye
5:30 PM
