Thursday, October 2, 2008
♥ Oh Happy Day/Decisions
Today was a good day.
Nothing amazing happened, but it was just a really good day.
I feel way more hopeful then usual, and also just happier.
I got to hang with the invisible one, and that was great, since I havent really been hanging out with anyone lately.
We went to this pep rally for our alma mater and though I just graduated in May it felt like it was completely seperate from me, like I was so much beyond that. It felt strange but at the same time it was alot of fun, and I got to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile.
IDK. It seems like recently I've just been so out of it, and today I just was there. It felt good to be me again.
I want this feeling to last, to just be happy for any extended period would be amazing.
Some friends invited me to hang out this weekend, but so many factors play into my decision, i'm not really sure if i'm gunna go. Part of me wants to and then part of me isnt sure. Plus I have family coming this weekend. My sis-in-law and niece and nephew are coming down, and she is leaving them for the next week since they have a break from school. So YAY i get to watch them all week. lol Nah, they're good kids so it'll be fun. I really dont know what i should do...
Well I can't really think of anything else so Ta Ta For Now
Nothing amazing happened, but it was just a really good day.
I feel way more hopeful then usual, and also just happier.
I got to hang with the invisible one, and that was great, since I havent really been hanging out with anyone lately.
We went to this pep rally for our alma mater and though I just graduated in May it felt like it was completely seperate from me, like I was so much beyond that. It felt strange but at the same time it was alot of fun, and I got to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile.
IDK. It seems like recently I've just been so out of it, and today I just was there. It felt good to be me again.
I want this feeling to last, to just be happy for any extended period would be amazing.
Some friends invited me to hang out this weekend, but so many factors play into my decision, i'm not really sure if i'm gunna go. Part of me wants to and then part of me isnt sure. Plus I have family coming this weekend. My sis-in-law and niece and nephew are coming down, and she is leaving them for the next week since they have a break from school. So YAY i get to watch them all week. lol Nah, they're good kids so it'll be fun. I really dont know what i should do...
Well I can't really think of anything else so Ta Ta For Now
5:36 PM