Wednesday, October 29, 2008
♥ Halloween
So this Halloween I'm going to a party at My friends house.It gunna be awesome, or at least I hope it is. I can't wait till friday. I love Halloween, which is wierd cuz my mom hates it, but I just cant hate it....
1:45 PM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
♥ Weekends =(
YAY the weekend is almost over!
Weird since I use to love the weekends, but now I can't stand them. Too many people at my house all day. It gets kinda claustrophobic! I just stay in my room for the most part. It gets really boring. I think it's time for me to move out. But in order to do that I need a job, a car too, oh and a license would really help.
Blame is like a plague, it goes from one person to the next, eating at their soul, devouring every piece of flesh and worth they have, It mames you and leaves you for dead.
Weird since I use to love the weekends, but now I can't stand them. Too many people at my house all day. It gets kinda claustrophobic! I just stay in my room for the most part. It gets really boring. I think it's time for me to move out. But in order to do that I need a job, a car too, oh and a license would really help.
Blame is like a plague, it goes from one person to the next, eating at their soul, devouring every piece of flesh and worth they have, It mames you and leaves you for dead.
1:35 PM
Saturday, October 4, 2008
♥ Nastalgic Mood
Your Heart Will Lead You Home
Sunny days and Starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You’re counting castles in the clouds
And hum’ little tunes
But somehow right before your eyes
The sun fades away andEverything is different
And everything has change
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You’re never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home
Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and done.
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from homeYou’re never alone,
you knowJust think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home
There'll come a day when you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that home is where the heart is
So follow your heart know that you can't go wrong
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You’re never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you…
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You’re never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you
Where you belong
I know Your heart will lead you home
By: Kenny Loggins
http://lair2000.net/Pooh_Lyrics5/Songs/Your_Heart_Will_Lead_You_Home.html
This song makes me really happy and also kinda sad. It makes me remember a time that doesnt exist anymore. things were simplier, but it wasnt really better. I like to remmber my childhood. and this song makes me do that. Nastalgic; thats the word for this song.
Sunny days and Starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You’re counting castles in the clouds
And hum’ little tunes
But somehow right before your eyes
The sun fades away andEverything is different
And everything has change
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You’re never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home
Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and done.
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from homeYou’re never alone,
you knowJust think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home
There'll come a day when you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that home is where the heart is
So follow your heart know that you can't go wrong
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You’re never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you…
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You’re never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you
Where you belong
I know Your heart will lead you home
By: Kenny Loggins
http://lair2000.net/Pooh_Lyrics5/Songs/Your_Heart_Will_Lead_You_Home.html
This song makes me really happy and also kinda sad. It makes me remember a time that doesnt exist anymore. things were simplier, but it wasnt really better. I like to remmber my childhood. and this song makes me do that. Nastalgic; thats the word for this song.
5:07 PM
Friday, October 3, 2008
♥ Epic Failure
It started out in confusion,
cloaked by misconceptions,
their once friendship shattered,
only left in pieces,
it grew out of nothing,
spread from anger,
destroyed by pride,
they turned from each other,
the lies were told,
consuming their minds,
holding off the apologies,
hidden inside,
with doubt running rapid,
and tears built inside,
they begin to move on,
with thier once shared lives,
what could have happened?
such close bossom friends,
now turned toward hatred,
only craving revenge,
saddness is epic,
and their lost is untold,
they just keep on going,
pretending the unknown,
life goes on as it always did,
each of them grieving,
thier hopeless lost friend.
cloaked by misconceptions,
their once friendship shattered,
only left in pieces,
it grew out of nothing,
spread from anger,
destroyed by pride,
they turned from each other,
the lies were told,
consuming their minds,
holding off the apologies,
hidden inside,
with doubt running rapid,
and tears built inside,
they begin to move on,
with thier once shared lives,
what could have happened?
such close bossom friends,
now turned toward hatred,
only craving revenge,
saddness is epic,
and their lost is untold,
they just keep on going,
pretending the unknown,
life goes on as it always did,
each of them grieving,
thier hopeless lost friend.
9:38 PM
Thursday, October 2, 2008
♥ Oh Happy Day/Decisions
Today was a good day.
Nothing amazing happened, but it was just a really good day.
I feel way more hopeful then usual, and also just happier.
I got to hang with the invisible one, and that was great, since I havent really been hanging out with anyone lately.
We went to this pep rally for our alma mater and though I just graduated in May it felt like it was completely seperate from me, like I was so much beyond that. It felt strange but at the same time it was alot of fun, and I got to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile.
IDK. It seems like recently I've just been so out of it, and today I just was there. It felt good to be me again.
I want this feeling to last, to just be happy for any extended period would be amazing.
Some friends invited me to hang out this weekend, but so many factors play into my decision, i'm not really sure if i'm gunna go. Part of me wants to and then part of me isnt sure. Plus I have family coming this weekend. My sis-in-law and niece and nephew are coming down, and she is leaving them for the next week since they have a break from school. So YAY i get to watch them all week. lol Nah, they're good kids so it'll be fun. I really dont know what i should do...
Well I can't really think of anything else so Ta Ta For Now
Nothing amazing happened, but it was just a really good day.
I feel way more hopeful then usual, and also just happier.
I got to hang with the invisible one, and that was great, since I havent really been hanging out with anyone lately.
We went to this pep rally for our alma mater and though I just graduated in May it felt like it was completely seperate from me, like I was so much beyond that. It felt strange but at the same time it was alot of fun, and I got to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile.
IDK. It seems like recently I've just been so out of it, and today I just was there. It felt good to be me again.
I want this feeling to last, to just be happy for any extended period would be amazing.
Some friends invited me to hang out this weekend, but so many factors play into my decision, i'm not really sure if i'm gunna go. Part of me wants to and then part of me isnt sure. Plus I have family coming this weekend. My sis-in-law and niece and nephew are coming down, and she is leaving them for the next week since they have a break from school. So YAY i get to watch them all week. lol Nah, they're good kids so it'll be fun. I really dont know what i should do...
Well I can't really think of anything else so Ta Ta For Now
5:36 PM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
♥ My Place To Think
I'm going to use this as my personal diary of sorts, but instead of being private, anyone who wants to can read it. I guess it's kinda theraputic, having somewere I can go and just write, whether I feel like writing on issues, joking around or just need somewhere to vent. If you read one of my blogs and have advice or just something you want to say, leave a comment, it's always appreciated.
I'm not the most stable person right now, I'm just not setteled at all in any aspect of my life. I keep trying to figure things out but it's all so blurry. I can't seem to get a handle on anything, maybe thats how it's suppose to be right now, but I hate my future being so uncertain.
Well I gotta go get ready for church. Ta Ta For Now.
I'm not the most stable person right now, I'm just not setteled at all in any aspect of my life. I keep trying to figure things out but it's all so blurry. I can't seem to get a handle on anything, maybe thats how it's suppose to be right now, but I hate my future being so uncertain.
Well I gotta go get ready for church. Ta Ta For Now.
5:45 PM
